Don't dim your light

The morning after I’d lost my mum, guilt welled up from deep within me, like a giant wave. My mind was racing frantically, finding proof for all my guilt. It totally consumed me.

Erika saw snow for the first time in her life in England, and mum - who grew up in the north of Sweden - thought it was hilarious that all the roads closed down, just because of a little snow. Until she realised all flights were cancelled, and she may not be able to fly back to Stockholm…

Erika saw snow for the first time in her life in England, and mum - who grew up in the north of Sweden - thought it was hilarious that all the roads closed down, just because of a little snow. Until she realised all flights were cancelled, and she may not be able to fly back to Stockholm…

Then my husband gently said to me: ‘Don’t feed the darkness. Remember you are the light, so don’t let the darkness dim your light.’

I could feel the truth in what he said. So I prayed, and surrendered my guilt to Spirit.

And then the miracle happened. It was as if Spirit took each guilty thought and transformed it into love.

As I surrendered the thought, ‘I should have been there more’ Spirit showed me how I had always done my best, that I had been there as much as I could. And mum knew that.

With every thought that I surrendered to Spirit, I was being shown a new way of perceiving. The fear was gently washed away, until only love remained.

Because that was the truth. I loved mum, and she loved me. Nothing else mattered.

So focus on the light. Trust that you are the light, you are love. Don’t let the darkness dim your light. 

BE THE LIGHTHOUSE!

PS. Below is a video which is a talk first on the power of love, and then from 6.16 is a guided healing meditation.